Changes

If you know me, I don't follow through on a lot of things. There was that one time a few months ago that I was trying to go vegan. That was a weird experience. I enjoyed though, because I was losing weight. In one week, I think I lost 2 pounds. I'm lucky enough to be one of those girls that loses weight easily. My only problem is that I'm not (wasn't) motivated to work out. Not to mention I'm weak when it comes to food. I was doing real well for a week, then there was that one day my parents and some friends went to McDonald's. It just smelled so good. (Not really, but I thought it did). So long story short, I ordered a Bacon and Chicken Club. It was delicious. But of course, I felt so bad afterwards, emotionally and physically. My stomach hurt. McDonalds does that to me...

The point of that story was to show you how little will power I have. BUT even if you don't have a lot of will power, you can develop it over time. You need to find that one thing. The one thing that inspires you to be great. For me, it's famous people. Does that sound strange? Let me explain. Every once in a while, I'll fall in love with a famous person. I'll want to be just like them. Right now, it's Lauren Conrad. She's one of the most amazing people I have ever heard of. I posted about her last week, so I won't get into a lot of detail about her. But basically, she's a great role model and I want to be like her. I've changed everything. The way I eat, my daily routine, how I wear my hair. The littlest details. I've even changed the type of pjs I wear to bed. It's not some weird obsession as you might think. It's more like I'm trying to be a better version of myself. As I'm changing the way I do things, I don't feel like what I'm doing is weird or unnatural. It feels right. Like this is who I really am. (Just to be clear, I have never felt this way about any other famous person.

So the moral of today's blog is to believe in yourself... how lame. But really, if you want to make some changes in your life, you can do it. Even if you don't think you have the will power, you do. You need to find your motivation. The one thing that will inspire you to get off the computer and follow your real dreams. You can do anything you set your mind to.

So until next time...
God Bless You and God Bless America!
xoxo Gossip Girl
No not really...
- Rachael ;D