I like to go back and read my old entries. It's fun because when I write things, at the time, they mean something different then what they mean to me now. Looking at what I wrote above, I was feeling super anxious. It was yet another weird time when I was feeling lonely. I kept thinking about my future. But I was worried about it. I had terrible anxiety which only got worse as the days passed. Growing up, I did hear the whole "begin with the end in mind" quote a lot. I always had someone putting pressure on me. And sometimes it felt like too much. But it's now that I realize how much I underestimate myself. I think most people underestimate themselves. We are all capable of so many amazing things, but we don't have the belief we can do it. Luckily for me, I was raised be pretty good people who believe in me still to this day. I am learning how to believe in myself. Now my biggest problem I face is fear itself. I know that I have nothing to fear anymore. One you realize you have nothing to fear, you can accomplish anything. You know people will have their opinions, but who cares. They are not helping you accomplish anything, therefore, you do not need to listen to them. You do not need to associate with anyone who steps on your dreams. Don't let anyone hold you back.
You got this bro.
- Rachael
11:33pm
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