I Won't Fall, Unless You're Going To Catch Me

Sometimes you meet someone who makes you feel so weak

You fall for people who have baggage

You want to help them carry it

But that's all you can do

Carry

You can't help them unload it

Why?

Only the person knows. 

Sometimes we fall for someone who can't fall for us

It's not because they didn't see our worth

It's because we don't have what they need

Sometimes you tell someone how you feel

But they're unreadable

We wonder why we aren't good enough

There's always someone better

Someone prettier

Someone smarter

Someone who can give them what they need

Something you can't provide

I used to think it was okay to chase guys

If I want something

I do what I have to to get it

But as I get older

I start to think differently

When I was younger

I was told boys are stupid

I'm starting to realize how true it is

But aren't girls just as stupid?

We fall for someone who doesn't see our worth

They don't see what we could be for them

We would do anything for them

Then they take advantage 

And we know they do it

But we think they'll love us eventually

We come up with excuses on why we still want them

"They'll see my worth one day"

And we just keep letting them hurt us

No more

I'm done

I won't be left looking like an idiot

I won't be that girl

The girl who does everything for a guy who doesn't care

It's an internal struggle

My heart wants to take the risk

But my brain won't allow me to get hurt again

I'm scared to death of falling in love

Especially with someone who makes me feel this way

Someone who doesn't take me seriously

Someone who doesn't know what they want

Someone who gives me the giddy school girl feeling

Someone who makes me happy whenever they're around

Someone who makes me feel warm and fuzzy when I think about them

Someone who makes me feel nervous to talk to them

Don't fall

Because this person will not catch you